mashup of shit

i spend my days in a blur and my nights thinking and my mornings with closed sore eyes and slow movements

i am young and looking and i need to be in control and i want to see and feel and touch the world and there is so much more than this and i need to always remember that or i will lose my mind


i laugh and i am scared and i light another smoke and i hope you can see the glitter in my eyes

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send out more job applications, got my first interview next friday

Posted 5 hours ago

damn ass yummy dinner and just sent my first job application

Posted 8 hours ago

my hat is here, graduation day is nearing!

Posted 12 hours ago

been feeling wacky all day, lightheaded but with a heavy head, stumbling and sort of nauseous, not sure what is going on, it’s half past midnight, going to bed so i can rest and slay my math exam tomorrow

Posted 1 day ago

math exam tomorrow, still missing my f6 key terribly

Posted 1 day ago

watching the game, very excited

Posted 1 day ago

getting glasses for my brother, this is gonna take all day

Posted 1 day ago

found out just much i suck at this game again

Posted 1 day ago

ended out here with a smoke and a headache

Posted 1 day ago

started out good with a lovely lunch

Posted 1 day ago